today's bulk email included one from "ranuchy rachel" : crazy wild bitches.

don't you wish you had my karma????

who's that hottie with the back to the future dvd trilogy????

oh wait.
it's me.

so, i just got this bulk email advertising "live anal cams". the subject heading was " for your convenience". this raised four immediate questions (the first - "why the hell would i get this email?" is implied):

how comfortable can one of those be??
is it pointing out or in?
why is it "convenient" for me to see someone else with a camera shoved up their ass?

everything else seems to be moving in a more positive direction. i have a surprise night off from the "opera" so i will stay in and catch up on my last two nights of thursday tv, which i have been taping. i hope also to catch today's guiding light since i am now fully two weeks behind and, as we all know, that's like 15 years in soap opera land.

if anyone has any insight into the anal cam issue, please feel free to comment :)

i *think* i see the light at the end of the tunnel.....

fuck everyone.

yeah, i know some of you out there own guns; would you be willing to drive up to rockford and shoot me in the head - put me out of my miserable misery?

thanks, 'preciate it.